I am currently upset and disapointed. I waited a whole hour and a half to see my love and give him back his lighter which he lost (he dropped it at my house and a friend of mine found it). I gave this lighter to him as a gift for his last birthday and had his name engraved on it. After all that waiting I got to see him for hardly 10 minutes (understandable, as it was late and he has work tomorrow morning, but still disapointing) and then as I went to kiss him goodbye he pulled away and hugged me instead. Fustrating. Annoying. Disapointing. Rejected. And he wonders why I'm insecure.
All I want is to be loved. To be shown affection and for him to show me that he wants me around and cares about me. Too much to ask? I know that he loves me, I just wish he would show it every now and then. I need him to show it every now and then.
*sigh*
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